I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Sorry for bad updates, just didn't find time to log on and write anything. I don't wanna sound like a dick head that cares bout people that I've erased from my life but YOU, I can't stand YOU; YOU run on my nerves 24/7 and YOU tryna be someone that you ain't !! urgh no you know what I'm not even gon waist my time jacking about what I dislike about you. Dueces !

uhm i don't expect anybody to actually read my posts. this is just a way for me to wrtie anything that pops up in my head; which right now is pretty much.. Got a lot of thoughts running thru my head and trust me, they run faster than Usain Bolt.. and they be knockin me down like keri hilson's song. this morning i took my bike (yeah black people can bike) and i biked to church because i like going to church, i am a Christian and in my family, we believe in God like lil kids believe in santa .. anywho so i went to the morning service and the service lasted for 2 hours and afterwards i didn't know where my mind was, it all didn't make no sense and the more i thought about shit that fitted into my life the more confused i got; the minister was saying one thing but my thoughts were saying something so completely different. i ended up feeling sad and the one question that i wanna know the answer too, the question "why" wasn't answered today either. i'm starting to think that nobody can tell me why. not even God.. so here i stand, like a confused lil boy that lost his family in a zoo, impatient to find them. but i wont find em, im just stuck with the question "why" ;; and nobody can tell me why they left, why God took them. because whatever answer i will hear, i know i'm not going to like it, less believe in it

well so i decided to start a new blog here @ blogg.se. for those who read my ish @blogger this gon b basically the same deal. I'm going to write about my thoughts and ish like that. read or leave; here I go