first off; yesterday was a good day, she knows what i mean, baby you have no idea how happy i am. words cant describe how much i miss you! ♥

aye wsup?.. been a few days since i wrote but i had problems with my iPod, my sf keep taking it every night at like 10 pm and if i wanna check like facebook i have to sneak in to their room and grab it, easier said then done, i'll tell you. so they be fucked up, first they took my phone, (YES THEY ACTUALLY TOOK MY PHONE!!!!) its hard doe cause i really really need it, like hella bad.. and the thing is im not doing anything wrong but they keep telling me, be good and you'll get it, dude? im nothing but good? aahh annoying shitheads foreal foreal.. anyway back to some shit i wrote 2 days ago, didnt have time to post it then so im posting it now.. like yall care lol..

wsup goodmornig, or no just morning ain't nuffin good about it. havent sleep to night either.. hate this shit! it's fuckin 8 am on a saturday. I'm trippin foreal I HATE THIS I HATE MY SF and I miss my boo :( it all fucked fml right now, Ima finna finish my lyric, TOO DOPE. I might post it later, boo you will be proud when you read it, at least I hope you will. miss yyu <3

okay so i want yall to look at a clock near by you, its 7.30 and im still up, i got work in one hour and i havent slept a bit, not one minute.. i got work til 5 pm FUCK.. i just wanna sleep, just for 5 minutes, it blows that i cnt :( buhu poor me, i need to stop complaning doe. well have a good friday, i will try.

If you admire somebody, you should go ahead and tell them. People never get the flowers while they still can smell them.. Appreciate the ones you still have in your life, you never know when God wants them back, and when you reazlie that you aint nothing without them, it might be to late cause you never know when God wants the angel he once blessed you with back... Remember, God only take the best, and the person you appreciate and love might be the one he wants back in heaven, let them know that you appreciate them, you should be the one to tell them, not God..

Learn to be alone without feeling lonely, survive with you own life. - easier said then done right? how can you be alone without feeling lonely? words by words, if youre alone you are lonely. truth to be told, everybody's feeling lonely sometimes, some choose to show it some choose not to. There's nothing wrong with that, but we humans choose to call the people who choose to show that they're lonely weak, and the people who are so called "strong" enough to keep it to them selfs are what we call the prave and strong ones. I actually think that its the opposite, if you got the courage to show everybody that you are alone, youre not weak, youre strong - but i aint saying that if you dont show people that youre alone that youre weak. Whatever you choose to do is right, becasue its the right thing for you. My opinion tho i wish that i could speak for everyone but i cant, i wish. But with you reading this i might change your mind, who knows. Its a start...

I absolutely love them days when thangs are perfect, make me smile like a lil retard. smile goin from ear to ear, aah man i love those day! i been having this smile all day, mostly thanks to that number one gurl i still have in my life, sick how she can make me smile the way she does. damn i appreciate her so much, God blessed me with an angel ;$

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I believe that i will turn out alright, in time it all will. I've grown a lot this past year, didnt do it on my own tho, without my gurlfriend's help i wouldnt be the person i am today, i wouldnt even be alive. I am forever gratefull for the support she be giving me, stood next to me no matter what God put us thru. I love her and she will forever have the key to my heart, doesnt matter what happens, i will never change the lock.. ♥

waow, so its been like idk 5 months since i posted sumthang on here? damn time flys.. lol well uhm the reason i thought i'd start posting shit online is that my boo just started writing in her blog so i thought i'd do the same.

so ive noticed that i only write when im down and depressed, which aint right, things right now is upsidedooown, feeliing likee im stuck in a roller-coaster and the ride never ends. I always thought God had great things planed out for me but after 16 years i think i get the picture. God is unfair. I use to say God is great but these past 2 years showed me some different shit. im out aint goin to bad, its gonna be hard sleeping without yoou boo.. no sleep 2nite i guess im out

okey so you know what. i'm gonna post some special today yeah. cus im drowning right now. yessur i am. i'm drowning in my own anxiety and it doesn't feel that good. no it don't . shit be running back to my faster then tyson gay.. karma. yes its karma so .. when i was a little kiddo like 10 or 13 or some. i was a crazy nigga, yes i did the most fucked up things.  bad shit. and now karma is eating me up alive for real for real. i lost my family almost 2 years ago now and im starting to think that is i were a "good boy" before i meet em. they would still be alive. but you never know what God has planed out for you so why bother thinking about it, it just make you sad..

i dont get why people still check my blogg.. i never upload anything. but im going to get better trust me, or no dont trust me .. check this site in a week or some or maybe in a day. cus im gon get this page poppin, yep right here is where its going down. yep

The Mind state of a winner when you thinkin bout summertime
i’m thinkin bout the winter. when you thinkin bout breakfast,
I’m heatin up my dinner. I was plottin this moment back when yall was ridin spinners.
Now I’m a menace. God as my witness, with this pen I’m insane, yup.
Hungry like the nigga who ain’t got the taste of fame yet.
Cloud told me “ain’t you roc? well where the fuck yo chain at?”
Guess it’s somethin like your girl, it aint came yet.
The man make the chain chain dont make the man
how many niggas do we know with hella ice but yet they lame
the cloth from which we came me and them is not the same
Like we all headed to spain, they took the boat nigga i took the plane.Dang
That boy sick.Now Hoes on his joystick. Heatin up like may weather dog
i’m on that floyyd shyt.Boy stick, to ya day job.
Said you was hot but they lied. Is that ya girl? Well I just g’d her no a rod.
The lil engine that could, this lil nigga is good
rappers claiming they sick i heal niggas for good
 a couple of yall aint took a field trip to the hood
ay me im fresh prince im will smith to the hood Baby!
aint sayin names but we not the same
 all that money and the fame dont change the fact that u lame
might wanna grab you a chain wanna tip up your hat
might wanna purchase some game homie your shit is so wack!!!
i got my finger on the trigger tell that nigga hold datt
 boy im picture perfect baby you can check the Kodak
hey so anything you can do i can do better and any chick you can screw i can get wetter
im young black get to live my life on the run! bet ya bottom dollar before im done
they say that im the oneeeeeee, yeah nigga im the onee HA!!