so ive noticed that i only write when im down and depressed, which aint right, things right now is upsidedooown, feeliing likee im stuck in a roller-coaster and the ride never ends. I always thought God had great things planed out for me but after 16 years i think i get the picture. God is unfair. I use to say God is great but these past 2 years showed me some different shit. im out aint goin to bad, its gonna be hard sleeping without yoou boo.. no sleep 2nite i guess im out