okey so you know what. i'm gonna post some special today yeah. cus im drowning right now. yessur i am. i'm drowning in my own anxiety and it doesn't feel that good. no it don't . shit be running back to my faster then tyson gay.. karma. yes its karma so .. when i was a little kiddo like 10 or 13 or some. i was a crazy nigga, yes i did the most fucked up things.  bad shit. and now karma is eating me up alive for real for real. i lost my family almost 2 years ago now and im starting to think that is i were a "good boy" before i meet em. they would still be alive. but you never know what God has planed out for you so why bother thinking about it, it just make you sad..